A mask I worn it so much I don't know who I am or what I want any more I don't know what's real or what pretend how can I cope like this how can I survive like this counting down waiting for the end to come but seems like I'm stuck in the same spot over and over and over , wanting to cut wanting to relieve my self from this crazy messed up feeling I been able to escape my mind for a lil while but what about long term how can I fix it for a perminant fix