so im money frustrated and i hate the way it make me feel. im 25 mom of 10 month baby, im job less, living off of my child tax and ya well lets see im feeling a bit screwed its x mas is less then a month and i have no money. like ug. i wanna blow out my brains , i wanna cut soo bad when i get in my mood because im affriad i may hurt my kid if i dont,i can be distructive but when i get in my moods so far i put her in the cribe and walk away so i can freak out on my own , havent cut yet dont know if it will stay that way but im trying , but id rather hurt my self then my kid. i was babysitting for money for my brother and others but thats kinda on hold right now cuz my brother is jobless too now just temp.