wanting to die wanting to cut wanting out of this life people all around are dieing why caint it be me for a change , im pregnant depressed no job lowsy friends , i dont want this baby do deal with what i delt and still dealing with, i dont want no more kids i want this one to go away and i dont want any more this world is to horrible for it , i never want to be pregnant again, i dont know whom the dady even is to my baby but with either of the choices its doomed because both have saviour depression, on top of mine my child will start trying to kill its self at the age of 15
if not sooner, if its a girl will forsure end up sexually abuse because somhow thats running in the family too i wanna be done with everything but theres only a couple things holding me back, but i failed cuz that was my biggest fear and well u fail if u dont try and its like i stoped trying for life anymore , my decions r over ruling me