no matter what i do , what i change , why am i not good enough? i been two years with one man and found out he lied we talked at the beinging about what we wanted and then not too long later he changed it . and now i feel like imgoing on the same path... adam said one day , he would be ready to marry , i wouldnt care if it took 10 years even as long as one day, next hes gunna say no kids never ever . what is it about me guys dont wanna be with ? this is no more after adam and i do quites im never going for another person i cant , i should just be deadugggggggggggggggggggg i hate my life i so wanna be dead or able to slit my writs