wanting to cut , wanting the pain to disappear , wanting to face death as most people are wanting to see it come near , how do we live day by day and for what heart break , friendships crashing , to earn papper that some how made an importance for value why do we or numbers in a bank account , we struggle every day with all of this , and in the end i just go home wash the horrible day off me and go to sleep then get up and do it all over again , when will the world end so i dont have to be a slave to these ways any more