why ...why do i feel this waywhy do i feel at faultwhy do i think im in the wrongwhy caint i make it go awayi did it before im doing it againwhy caint i get the blam outa my head why do i fail why caint i just be someone else why do i even have to think so much   when i was with my ex , i always had it in my head caint to this or that , have to do it this way , or he will be made at me ... and funny enough because i thought like that it made me fuck up worse .because that was in my head ... i kinda messed up , saying the wrongs things , talk to much . when i cleaned up put things in the wrong places ,  and now im with a great guy... but still i talk to much , say the wrong things never on time but that one been dealing with for ever ...  how can i change whom i am completly so i dont fuck up any more , because as my self i dont think ill make any relationship work....