Wow I dont even know where to start. My subaru has a seized engine. Its going to cost 1500. I only paid 2000 for it. I dont know if I should get another cheap car or fix this one. That was yet another surprise from the stbx he lied to me about getting my oil changed and pocketed the money. He also found out this evening that I know all about him and his ttt (trailer trash tramp). He texted me with accusations and basic crap. I came out of work to find my windshield cracked. Coincidence? No way. He was pissed I had my dads mercury back and his life is going down the pooper. I called him and started to just go off. Not in a hostile way it was more like a listing. I got hung up on. Why do I feel like crap now? Im still so unstable its not funny. I would rather stick needles in my eyes than get back together with him. But I felt this way before and slam, I married him. Im petrified of being lured back into his web someday.