Well, I had a good day yesterday. I found major sales on shirts I desperately need. Im a bit concerned about my weight. I now am the same size pants as shoe and I wear kids shoes. Even in high school the smallest I was was a 5. Im shrinking to the point of oblivion. Im not anorexic or bulemic I just have no desire to eat. Im eating but not well or steadily. The weird part is my entire life Ive eaten when depressed upset etc. This whole ordeal is like a complete 360 from the way I normally handle stress and stuff. I just have to be strong. Im really scared because he has always been able to wrap me around his little finger any time he wanted to. I CANT take him back EVER!! He hasnt even hinted in that direction hell he still hasnt contacted me. Im just worried about the day he misses being with a woman who has worked hard her entire life and has something to show for it. As oppossed to a welfare mom living on section 8 which is fine if you really need it. When you take a perfectly healthy 31 year old woman who is completely capable of working to support her family but bilks the system instead it just makes me want to vomit. Ok venting over. Today will be good!