Im not really unhappy just depressed that its Friday night and I have no one to spend it with. Working nights makes it harder to find things to do. I just woke up at 10:30pm and now its too late to even call anyone. I know this is a pity party but I think thats why its very important to have someone in my life. I get bored then I get into trouble cause I did something stupid. Nothing major just dumb stuff. Ill get over this its just really hard being alone again. I was an only child and Im very used to being alone and making my own fun but theres a limit. I got used to having someone around and in my case I worked with him so it was almost 24/7. Ill pull out of this its only a little depression. They need to have a smiley between ok and bad how about a blah one?