Another day

Sometimes I wonder if I am really bipolar depression 2 , sometimes I would feel like its a misdiagnosed (or I want it to be one because I cannot accept I have it) 
 
At the moment, as of 23, I am unemployed, and I simply just stay at home all day and do nothing. 
I am scared that I'd die alone forever eventually. 
 
I couldnt seem to CONCENTRATE and not to leave out my anxiety !!! 
 
16 Sept 14