Day 3 of the increase in the antidepressant. Nothing much has changed. By the end of the day I notice that i feel like a heavy cloud is sitting on top of me and its very hard to function. I cant tell if that is my depression or the medication. I woke up shaking yesterday, and with a very strong headache last night, both of which went away. Once again, cant tell if these are from the meds or just me. I feel sad, defeated, and still lack in motivation. Took my dog to the park and sat in the sun for a bit, figured harm it wouldnt do. I have the opportunity to go play volleyball, go to trivia, or go spend time with my boyfriend tonight. Both of which i want to go and get excited for, but the idea of going out to a noise place and interacting with others and having to put a smile on my face is exhausting. I used to enjoy that stuff.