I should be happy, but I'm not, far from it. I don't feel as if I belong here or any where else really for that matter. I'm just going to go to sleep, its just better that way for me. The day is nice, not to cold, if I could of went to see him, I may have felt a little bit better, but I couldn't. Oh well there is nothing that I can do about this. Going to sleep. :(

                                                                         Lynn