nightmares

well here I go again to help me vent in a way...
 
right now my fear and worry is my daughters nightmares...shes seeking help and we talk all the time while shes away at school..but i cant help but feel such anger at him again..i have good days and bad and the bad is back..where i think of ways to hurt him..i mean really hurt him..
 
I can see in my minds eye what he did to her and i feel anger like ive never known...
 
yes the lines of communication are there with me and her dad but I cant fix it..that son of a bitch wont win i wont allow it
 
she is stronger than she realises and I have to keep my calm as I know she needs me too..otherwise I will lose her to her shell..
 
i sopke to her tonite and she told me about school and her counselling etc and I love that!!!!!
 
well that's it for now I just needed to vent as im feeling somewhat sick with fear anger..so many emotions...
 
there truly is evil in this world..and my babygirl has met one..