confused...

Lately, i check my weight when i wake up, then after a meal..(if i ever eat that is) im so worried about my stomach, i hate it...im fat. Im hoping im not anorexic...=(  I DO eat, but only when i want to- like, even if im hungery,if i dont want to eat, i dont, i usually skip breakfast and lunch, but dinner i have to eat(cos my moms at home,and she makes me eat)  Am i ana? =( Shit, im losing my mind ever this..