Day 1
Okay Day One of weighing up my pros and cons and i have written my list on all the lies i think he has and is keeping from me.
So here we go Bad memory day 1.
date night. My daughter was 3 months old
my mom offered to babysit our two kids so
we could have alone time.
we had a lovely evening planned, and he asked if we can go watch a game at a pup
were his friends were. he said it wouldn't be long and we would be on our way in
30min. didn't turn our that way after 2 hours i begged to go home. we got in the car and
he became aggressive, calling me crazy etc etc. he said he wanted to drop me off at my mothers
house and he was going out with friends my mom spoke to him and he decided to take me home on
the way he was ranting at me he smelt of booze that night i started to hate that smell i associated it
with him and what he did to me.
when we got home he didn't stop he carried on laying into me shouting about how selfish i was and
that he was going to go out.
when i begged to know why he was acting like this why my usual loving husband was acting like this ?
i told him i couldn't live like this anymore.
he quickly turned it around he started crying. he said he never paid rent for our place and we were
being evicted. i asked him why. he said he couldn't afford it ! if he had only told me the truth i would
have made a plan i would have figured it out only he kept it from me and avoided the landlord.
he landed up leaving that night he went out. i cried myself to sleep. if i left him i would have been with
my kids giving them all my attention. but instead i gave it to him AGAIN.
good memory....
the night i met him, the excitement i saw in his eyes. the instant my body started craving his attention. we spoke for ages and we clicked. when i left i missed him. i couldn't wait to hear from him again.
one lie i think his withholding.
he owes money to more people and companies than what he has told me.
So here we go Bad memory day 1.
date night. My daughter was 3 months old
my mom offered to babysit our two kids so
we could have alone time.
we had a lovely evening planned, and he asked if we can go watch a game at a pup
were his friends were. he said it wouldn't be long and we would be on our way in
30min. didn't turn our that way after 2 hours i begged to go home. we got in the car and
he became aggressive, calling me crazy etc etc. he said he wanted to drop me off at my mothers
house and he was going out with friends my mom spoke to him and he decided to take me home on
the way he was ranting at me he smelt of booze that night i started to hate that smell i associated it
with him and what he did to me.
when we got home he didn't stop he carried on laying into me shouting about how selfish i was and
that he was going to go out.
when i begged to know why he was acting like this why my usual loving husband was acting like this ?
i told him i couldn't live like this anymore.
he quickly turned it around he started crying. he said he never paid rent for our place and we were
being evicted. i asked him why. he said he couldn't afford it ! if he had only told me the truth i would
have made a plan i would have figured it out only he kept it from me and avoided the landlord.
he landed up leaving that night he went out. i cried myself to sleep. if i left him i would have been with
my kids giving them all my attention. but instead i gave it to him AGAIN.
good memory....
the night i met him, the excitement i saw in his eyes. the instant my body started craving his attention. we spoke for ages and we clicked. when i left i missed him. i couldn't wait to hear from him again.
one lie i think his withholding.
he owes money to more people and companies than what he has told me.
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