Just having a venting.  I am just fuming!  What a week.. rotten cat got mad that i left the house and had a nice time with frineds.  Rotten cat used the bathroom on the floor and on my Bill Blass comfoter.  Ticked. Then I am swollen like a hog rolled in a cressent roll.  Mercy.  Now I am sounding Southern.  I had the blasted hyserecatmy with the understanding that swelling up was going to be a thing of the past.  I mean I am fatter around my abdamen than i have ever been.  My loose cargo pants are now uncomforably tight.   We have had so much rain that the gardeer and the student volunteers have not been able to work in the yard and other issues like sick family memebers.    My first iris of the year, a white flag, was beat up by the heavy rains.      Having a boring day.  I did go outside and have a fire in the chmina.  Sat outside in the sunshine journaling some and crocheting some.  I took off my socks and shoes and sunned my feet.   I can see all the stuff that needs to be done and do not have the ability to take care of it... pouty-mad.    I hate being brain injured!  I hate not being able to drive! and all the other mess of the brain injury!   I am weiry of being sick and the rediculous level of neuro pain.  Oh, comme ba ya, mi DI.    Ok I will calm down have a cupa tea and go shopping!  Mercy do I need cloths!  I need a hair cut and my nails repaired.  (Nails are still dieing and have to be capped for protection...)   It has been months since i have had my hair cut.   Going to see about a cupa tea.  take care.