Smiles.   If you were in a movie/show what movie would it be and what character would you play?  I would love to be in a Dr. Who show as his traveling companion.   and I would be the mum  in a new up dated version of the Brady bunch with two or more families being meshed together becasue of divorce and remarriage.  I would want the show to be realistic but also a little idealist. The show would be funny, a little drama,  teaching  lessons on how to get along and be a family and adjust despite all the messiness of divorce and  reforming a family from remarriages.   I am having discomfort this evening and cannot sleep.   sigh took some pain meds but they do not seem to be in a hurry to work.  I have had three and an half good days.  I am not feeling so great tonight but i am hopeful for tomorrow.  I put on a new patch so maybe that will help.   My legs are restless tonight, my colon is fussy and my incision from the hyste. hurts, and i am feeling low on hormones.   The restless leg junk is a new malady that i hope ends soon.   I am having brain changes.  Trouble seeing to read again and can not find stuff that is right in front of me.  I am having success using a calculator and numbered keep pads if given enough time to work through the task.  I am able to estimate by count by 5's and 10's most of the time.  I have been able to dial new phone numbers.  I still do not understand/remember the multiplication from 6-8 and also 9's.        I have not felt like painting much but I will again soon.  I did paint over the weekend at the park and i set out  my paints on my art table to paint perhaps tomorrow or sometime this week.    I am not wanting to paint these weeks/months of truths.  So they wait me out till I am strong and brave enough.    take care