The last two weeks I have felt worse on top of the other stuff. Tonight I am just tired of all of it and I am hurting enough that I feel horrible. NOt the worst I could feel but enough that i am grumpy, not smiling, and even more aggravated becasue I want to spend some time with my husband and be able to enjoy his company and not have to share it with the pain.
I did paint today. The paint a day calender had really helped me to paint. I select the ones i am interested in. I want to work on portrait painting so I have been doing some of the portraits but putting my face in the paintings. If i paint the nude examples i put cloths on them; i study them to learn the human form but i do cloth them, just my preference.
oh great i am being teary. guess i feel worse than i realize.
Ben my kitty has come over to comfort me. ah.
The dry skin is only better becasue of the RX Fluocinone Acetonide oil. I have started taking 1 pill 50mgs of zinc on Mondays in hopes of helping my skin and immunity system. Mineral deficiency can take longer to react to supplements than vitamin deficiency.
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Big HUGS to you. One day at a time. You have great strength.
here is a big hug else for you. just keep thinking tomorrow might be better. I know sometimes it isn\'t we have to think of ways to come out of it and make us feel better. I wish i could say something about your pain but i will pray for you to start feeling better
((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))) I wish I knew what to say to help. You\'ve always been there for me and somehow what to say. You are such a good friend. Please know that I care.