My abdomenal area is hurting.I am trying to catch up on filing bills and papers.  I struggle with how to file!!! This is so nuts.  I looked over some of the billing and it made no sence to me.  I use to understand how to read the bills and numbers.  pout, mad, sad, bad mood,my faulty brain will not work right. mad mad so upset, i am so tired of this. what a huge mistake, nightmare.  Ok, I had my little hissy fit; I'll be fine in a bit.  Much of my mad sad mood is the constant abdominal pain.  I had just had a reprieve from the colon spasms when my monthly cycle of cramps opened fire and agrrivated the colon too.  My cylce has gone into premenapuase spasdic.  I'll be glad when I no longer have peroids to deal with.