Confused
I'm just so confused and anxious today. I know I need to move on and let things go. Let people go. It is just so hard. I always wanted a normal life, and for a little while it was within my grasp. I fee like such a failure. Like no one will ever really see me for who I really am. Who I was before life made me so sick and twisted. A pathetic shell of the fiery being I once was.
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Sorry you are having such a hard time. My experiences in life have essentially ruined me as well, and I don\'t know why people can\'t see the true me that is underneath. I know you are dealing with very difficult circumstances. There are people out there that can see your value, but the difficult part is finding them. Some would say to let the negativity go, but you know it often just isn\'t that simple. I\'m not saying you need others to truly validate you, but it can really help to change the perceptions of your place in the world and your situation. I hope you eventually find some kind of peace.
There\'s nothing pathetic about you Becca. You just have to open your mind up to noticing the good person you are.