Tired

Hoping to have a good weekend. I'm just so tired. Hoping my husband will not criticize my every move. 
The weekends are hard because he is home. 
Need to talk to a lawyer and get some legal advice. My family puts me through so much.
I feel like I have made progress recently, but I'm just so upset that I can't go and do what i want like a normal person. I'm tired of constant fears and anxiety. I'm tired of night terrors. I just want to know what it's like not to struggle every single day.