Here I am at the beginning of my week. Back to square one again with the house hunting again. When we checked out the guy that was trying to get us to take the house he turned out to be a crook, well a thief, same thing I guess. Although we were broken hearted about not getting the house we figured there was a reason why things turned out the way they did with it, and that helps a little. We are looking at 2 more today. The school district is so horrible there that I believe our only recourse now will be to put the children into private schools. I am all for that, but I went to a private school and I know how hard those kids can be on each other, it's not all it's cracked up to be.I probably won't be around much this week but I wanted to throw some love around because you are the girls and guys that keep me sane when my world go topsy turvy! I had my 47th birthday yesterday, it was a good day. The children all got together and bought my a wonderful set of Cross pens, chrome, slender and very sophiticated. Wayne bought me a really nice briefcase...geez...I look so professional now...lol. My Father sent me a  beautifullly arranged dozen red roses, I got to watch and tape Tina with her choir at the school, they took first place in their division and made the front page of the local paper. I am so proud of her. She is so beautiful! Hunter loved watching and listening to her sing too, that amazed me.And yes, I missed MayLyn terribly yesterday, her energy during all the birthdays and the holidays was such a gift to me, I guess I relied on her help so much during this time, I never realized till now. Alexsis has her hands full with MayLyn being gone too. Two extra babies to care for and all the trimmings too. We will make it through this year once again with alot of prayer and shedding of the tears. But we will make it none the less.I know hearts are heavy right now and going from one day to the next can be so very trying, but try to remember the good times and the special times and remember how your child would want you to celebrate with them their new lives in heaven. No more pain, or sickness or worry. Just love and lots of it, all for you. My heart beats next to yours each and everyday, I pray for enlightenment for us all. Be strong for those who need you now and for yourselves too. All my love, Jacqueline PLH MAyLyn's Momma.