I have just begun to really look at all of MAyLyn's pictures that I have. I miss her so much when I began in the past I would melt away into tears before I made it to her 5th year of earthly life. I have cried for so long , I never thought to test myself for strength before now. As I switch out the pictures of my daughter, these are photos I had never really studied before. I can tell in each and every single picture of her whether or not her face is in pain. I always admired her for her strength, being in pain and still having a life. I don't think I could have been that strong. So many times she would curl up on the floor at my feet and beg me to make the pain go away. I would hold her , sing to her and pray for relief for her. I could never make the pain go away, and for that I labled myself a failure for a long time. It hurt so much not to be able to help my daughter when she needed me so much. The medical term for her condotion was Trigeminal Neuralgia. It usually affects older members of the human race. MayLyn went to a dentist and during a root canal  the dentist hit her trigeminal nerve in her face, from that time on she lived in constant, unforgiving pain. I miss MayLyn a lot tonight. Her smile, her loving way with the ones she loved so much. Her loving way with me. I send a kiss on the wings of the winds to you my sweets.                                                                                 MommaP.S. Your babies are doing really good. Growing like weeds. Mom