Sorry for not writing lately, no excuses, just a realy bust life at work and at home for now. Beginning of summer and trying to get a new routine going with the grandkids and my youngest daughter Alexsis and her babies.Swimming and BBQ parties for all of them, I tend to stay in my room or make excuses that I cannot attend any of them. But I do like it that the rest of them enjoy doing these things and having some summer fun.I do look forward to the day when I can and want to go and be around al the "other" people in the world , out having fun with their kids and partying with each other. I vaguely remember now how I used to be, seems like a hundred years ago.  

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Hi, It is great you are trying....to make the summer fun for your family. Hoping you will be able to join them soon.
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Jacqueline, Alexsis and those babies need you. Making excuses is depriving people who love you of the happiness that your presence brings. We all know you miss Maylyn, but this isn\'t what she wanted. This is a scolding WITH LOVE: grieve for Maylyn, she will always be with you, but find those reasons to move forward at the same time. Barbara xoxo