Well, for the third time I made it through that horrible date. The whole family seems to be in one piece with their wits about them.
I cried all day long as usual, and my body defied me once again giving me the horrible ache between the shoulders backache and severe tension headache. The true sign for me that I am really working through this will be the dissappearance of tension headaches.
My youngest daughter was here for Easter and her oldest daughter who is 3 now (Angelina), she was born right before MAyLyn passed, so she never knew her, but she knows her picture and in plain english she will tell you who is in the pictures and where she is now. This little girl is my hraet out of all four grands, even though I know I should not say that, but I digress. She knows without asking whats in my head, speaks perfect english and makes me smile and laugh out loud all the time.
As the years pass it doesn't get easier, you just get a little more educated on how to deal with certain things going on around me instead of being oblivious to everything.
Will write more later I am sure. All take care and I will see you laters.