I wanted to tell everyone thank you for the flowers and the hugs and all the care. Today is Easter and it is also the 8th of April. This is the date of my girls passing, three years ago. I hate this day, I hate how I deal with it. But I have never hated Easter.
I have so many mixed emotional outbursts today, usually by myself, I try not to put anyone else through my personal hell. They are all working it out in their own heads and fretting over me, as I am over them.
I wish each of you a wonderful Easter. Talk to all later. Lillowyth
I have so many mixed emotional outbursts today, usually by myself, I try not to put anyone else through my personal hell. They are all working it out in their own heads and fretting over me, as I am over them.
I wish each of you a wonderful Easter. Talk to all later. Lillowyth
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I am sorry that its been rough for you this weekend. Easter was the first holiday my dad and I had after my Mom died. Needless to say, the holiday isnt that great with me. I dont think letting out in front of your family and friends isnt like putting them through hell. I mean, thats why they are family and friends. Cause they care and they want to be there for you. When things get bad, it might help to lean on someone a little. Remember that we are here too. So lean away if you need to. We\'ll make sure you dont fall.