Memories are forever in my thoughts, still the loneliness of missing Thomas is always there.
Moving on with life well God keeps me busy. It's always something At those times when things go wrong I remember my Thomas how wonderful and helpful he was to me in those times of need. We were the united force.
I don't know but the heaviness on my shoulders going it alone does wear on a person. Many things haven't gotten any easier accept I can smile more thinking of my Thomas. It still hurts going to the places we went and traveled.
I am thinking how wonderful it would be just to pack up and move away, a fresh start, someplace new. I am now retired and Well I have time on my hands I believe in God and know he will guide me in my life. What will be will be. Faith ,Hope and Gods divine love is everything that I need to hold on to. I hope he will bless me in the changes that Are happening, Getting older, retirement Need to finish what needs to be done here and move on. Go someplace warmer, Want to enjoy life again a new start sounds wonderful to me. Travel and see the world.
Moving on with life well God keeps me busy. It's always something At those times when things go wrong I remember my Thomas how wonderful and helpful he was to me in those times of need. We were the united force.
I don't know but the heaviness on my shoulders going it alone does wear on a person. Many things haven't gotten any easier accept I can smile more thinking of my Thomas. It still hurts going to the places we went and traveled.
I am thinking how wonderful it would be just to pack up and move away, a fresh start, someplace new. I am now retired and Well I have time on my hands I believe in God and know he will guide me in my life. What will be will be. Faith ,Hope and Gods divine love is everything that I need to hold on to. I hope he will bless me in the changes that Are happening, Getting older, retirement Need to finish what needs to be done here and move on. Go someplace warmer, Want to enjoy life again a new start sounds wonderful to me. Travel and see the world.
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I am going through a bad depression 6 years since Tommy passed. The 25th is a date that is etched into my entire being and Missing him more. My life is empty feeling horrible right now. A friend wanted me to do a party and thought it would keep me busy. I thought it would be a great thing for me to help with the depression. The friend now isn\'t coming I have so much food that I don\'t know what to do with it all. Thomas was a big part of my life and the memories are precious and I want everything back to how it was. My heart is breaking not sure if things do get better. I love this site and the people on it. This site has been my saving grace! The people my saving grace! God Bless all