It was my Thomas' birthday and I thought of how wonderful it would have been to share it with him. 
I think of him everyday,  remembering his smile, That  loving touch.   Remembering how wonderful our lives were together.  Still have that emptiness of missing him so but I do have all the memories and still feel the love. It  seems to cross the Heavens to me.  Those sweet memories can make me smile.  Sometimes I dream and remember the hugs of his arms around me.  It a comfort.  I still find the dimes he leaves me. That just reinforces that although he is in Heaven he is my guiding spirit!
It will be three years next month that he went to Heaven, For me It doesn't seem that long. I don't know how the time went by?! There is that ache that is never ending does that make sense?  He was my everything
Thomas I still Love you!  Our Love is never ending