72 degrees today//did some clean up by the lawn//put big on amoxi 4 his cold//saw bda and stewie
ds just lost everything i wrote. even after changing out wall paper on here back to windows wallpaper, anything from explorer seems to make the computer screwy.
it was 72 today, our first normal day in a while and sunny. i put the big cat on amoxi for his cold. also noticed stewie at the other house with something. stewie isn't young anymore, he's around 9 i think, (how did that happen? lol.) i need to do de-flea meds and dewormers on all of them, its that time of the month. and need to bathe the dogs and do the same for them. feeling overwhelmed by it today, i think because i'm tired.
i was also trying to do a clean up on the yard and discovered when the carpenter was fixing something at the house he put the excess wood etc., inside the barrel in the garage instead of inside the garbage barrel on the side of the house. so something else to clean out, as i need the garage barrel for branches and other kinds of clean up or pruned limbs etc. kind of annoyed right now.
would like all the animals to have sunshine and ocean air, but there isn't "acreage" in that kind of an area unless we move to pensacola, they actually have that there. sunshine and ocean air cures everything for all living things - i'm a total believer in that.
i think i'm anxious because the dog has its cleaning this week and they put it under for that. i totally LOATHE suspense, so will be real glad when that is over. reading through the kids blogs lately, i could never live like they do at this age, i'd have a heart attack. still obsessed with appearance at that age. someone said something bad about someone's girlfriend and its become a drama with a zillion comments. its fun for a little while and then its not. really hard to get through school or your first serious jobs, with all of that kind of drama around you. one of our friends from long ago still lives like that. still involved in the concert circuit and photography, and i think to myself, where do you get the energy and then i remember he didn't finish college, so all his learning is still out there. maybe that provides energy? being this old really makes me wonder about assholes who used to harrass us when we were young, who were 40+ and then 50+ and i think looking back, wth? that is total bullying. a judge told him that too when we filed charges, and he went right back to it, anytime anything public was going on even from different states and different coastlines and different countries. there is no excuse at all for that kind of behavior. two of the evil-steps still act like that now. i think bullies are born, and age doesn't matter at all. when they are 90, they will still be bullying and when they were 3 they were probably bullying. one of the girls that guy bullied and she vanished etc in the mid-80's is still missing to this day. stalkers should be gunned down, as one would a mad-dog and be done with it. they don't stop. 80% of stalkers will murder or maime their victim. i could go into that more but ds will just lose it anyway.
doing nothing right now. saw bda yesterday and let her know there is a house for 49,000 built in 1990 from her old street - its a foreclosure. the prices are amazing if you can buy right now. not a lot of them but they show up in clusters. she says her son won't buy. he likes renting. he is the same son who at 27 wouldn't help her after her car accident even though he LIVED there in her house, and she lost her house because of it. spoiled kids. the other son was 25 at the time, neither of them helped at all. that was ten years ago. so now he is 37 ("the more responsible of the two"), still living with her and still won't help. i don't think he comprehends that the next house has to be mortgaged through HIM if its a bank holding the note, because the foreclosure will show up on HER credit. i can probably make a deal for her through creative financing because she is old enough by now to do a reverse mortgage on it and then there is no mortgage to pay, just taxes and insurance. but once bitten, twice shy, don't know if she will or not. (she SHOULD. she also deserves a break. unreal that her kids turned out that way, though why am i surprised. she likes having them there and they know it, so they loaf. it could be worse. if they were thieves or something, they aren't. just incredibly lazy.
i need to find time to seriously explain it to her and so many people don't understand mortgages at all (nor do they trust banks and shouldn't. banks, lawyers and skunks - stay away from them. except its the only way for most people to buy a house. its unfair with her's because she owned her house for about twenty years before she lost it. she also had iris making trouble for her all the time back then and it was for no reason, other than iris being jealous of her on multiple levels. that is sooooo vicious and evil. you go after someone's house? iris was stealing bda's phone messages and i think bda's mail and then giving out fake messages, it was very well planned, she didn't do it by accident at all.
it was 72 today, our first normal day in a while and sunny. i put the big cat on amoxi for his cold. also noticed stewie at the other house with something. stewie isn't young anymore, he's around 9 i think, (how did that happen? lol.) i need to do de-flea meds and dewormers on all of them, its that time of the month. and need to bathe the dogs and do the same for them. feeling overwhelmed by it today, i think because i'm tired.
i was also trying to do a clean up on the yard and discovered when the carpenter was fixing something at the house he put the excess wood etc., inside the barrel in the garage instead of inside the garbage barrel on the side of the house. so something else to clean out, as i need the garage barrel for branches and other kinds of clean up or pruned limbs etc. kind of annoyed right now.
would like all the animals to have sunshine and ocean air, but there isn't "acreage" in that kind of an area unless we move to pensacola, they actually have that there. sunshine and ocean air cures everything for all living things - i'm a total believer in that.
i think i'm anxious because the dog has its cleaning this week and they put it under for that. i totally LOATHE suspense, so will be real glad when that is over. reading through the kids blogs lately, i could never live like they do at this age, i'd have a heart attack. still obsessed with appearance at that age. someone said something bad about someone's girlfriend and its become a drama with a zillion comments. its fun for a little while and then its not. really hard to get through school or your first serious jobs, with all of that kind of drama around you. one of our friends from long ago still lives like that. still involved in the concert circuit and photography, and i think to myself, where do you get the energy and then i remember he didn't finish college, so all his learning is still out there. maybe that provides energy? being this old really makes me wonder about assholes who used to harrass us when we were young, who were 40+ and then 50+ and i think looking back, wth? that is total bullying. a judge told him that too when we filed charges, and he went right back to it, anytime anything public was going on even from different states and different coastlines and different countries. there is no excuse at all for that kind of behavior. two of the evil-steps still act like that now. i think bullies are born, and age doesn't matter at all. when they are 90, they will still be bullying and when they were 3 they were probably bullying. one of the girls that guy bullied and she vanished etc in the mid-80's is still missing to this day. stalkers should be gunned down, as one would a mad-dog and be done with it. they don't stop. 80% of stalkers will murder or maime their victim. i could go into that more but ds will just lose it anyway.
doing nothing right now. saw bda yesterday and let her know there is a house for 49,000 built in 1990 from her old street - its a foreclosure. the prices are amazing if you can buy right now. not a lot of them but they show up in clusters. she says her son won't buy. he likes renting. he is the same son who at 27 wouldn't help her after her car accident even though he LIVED there in her house, and she lost her house because of it. spoiled kids. the other son was 25 at the time, neither of them helped at all. that was ten years ago. so now he is 37 ("the more responsible of the two"), still living with her and still won't help. i don't think he comprehends that the next house has to be mortgaged through HIM if its a bank holding the note, because the foreclosure will show up on HER credit. i can probably make a deal for her through creative financing because she is old enough by now to do a reverse mortgage on it and then there is no mortgage to pay, just taxes and insurance. but once bitten, twice shy, don't know if she will or not. (she SHOULD. she also deserves a break. unreal that her kids turned out that way, though why am i surprised. she likes having them there and they know it, so they loaf. it could be worse. if they were thieves or something, they aren't. just incredibly lazy.
i need to find time to seriously explain it to her and so many people don't understand mortgages at all (nor do they trust banks and shouldn't. banks, lawyers and skunks - stay away from them. except its the only way for most people to buy a house. its unfair with her's because she owned her house for about twenty years before she lost it. she also had iris making trouble for her all the time back then and it was for no reason, other than iris being jealous of her on multiple levels. that is sooooo vicious and evil. you go after someone's house? iris was stealing bda's phone messages and i think bda's mail and then giving out fake messages, it was very well planned, she didn't do it by accident at all.
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Hi 38 ! Yep, gotta agree with you on the bullying. If they start out that way, they stay that way. I don\'t think these people do well at rehabilitation. They\'ve probably been bullied themselves, and just don\'t know how to get away from it. It\'s their \"normal\"! It\'s \"what they do\"! Kinda like the battered wife. Everybody says, \"why doesn\'t she just leave\" Welllllllll, she can\'t. For many reasons usually, and the unfortunate end to the victims of bullying and spousal abuse, is often death!! You\'d think that at some point in life, we would learn how to treat other people! They don\'t show love and good manners on TV. They show CRAP! Basically! Sex and violence on the boob tube and sex and violence on the video games. It\'s no wonder our kids are screwed up!!
Glad I wasn\'t being raised in this age. What a mess.
Love you for the way you care for the animals! xoxo
the 40+ were mostly guys bullying that i know of, some girls though. they say the women that stay in abusive relationships do this because they are FINANCIALLY bullied, no access to money to leave. then as you said, they end up dead. there is no protection in usa. so sad.