Sleep

Dear J, I haven't hardly been able to sleep for the last six nights.  Maybe four hours a night.  It is catching up with me.  I feel almost like my thoughts are not in coordination with my body.  I called Jim at work and am having him pick Tootie up at school.  I don't trust myself to drive right now.  My body aches so bad and is sore all over.  I am going to wait until about eight o clock this evening and take something to help me rest.  Maybe it will enable me to sleep.  I would go take a warm bath.  It would feel so good to soak my muscles, but I don't think I have the strength.  Is DS what's wrong with me??  Am I so addicted that I can't sleep??  If so, then something has to give.  A feller will kill themselves like this.  SIGH.