I have such rage and fury inside me right now.  I hate you. I really hate you....I hate you so much because I love you.  HOW DARE YOU blame me for your actions, for YOU cheating on ME.  You are pathetic....you are a sad man.  Please god help me not love this man. 
I took our vows seriously....for better or worse.....but I can only take so much.
 

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orichila
orichila

Went through the same feelings! It took me three months to stop crying and move on. In the end it was the best thing that could have happened for me and my children! You are right, it\'s not your fault! (((HUGS)))