Firstly this is a I am poem meaning everything that write in here is about myself, whether it be positive or negative, its about me.I am 19.I am childish and feel like a 10 year old at times.I am annoying.I am sad.I am depressed.I am Anxious.I am okay.I am alive.I am insecure.I am selfish.I am Afraid.I am hurting.I am a friend.I am a daughter.I am a Grand daughter.I am a Niece.I am a sister.I am in my last year of being a teenager.I am in the 12th grade, for the second time.I am a Hypochondriac, meaning i am conscious about my health.I am confused about life and what it has in store for me.I am waiting for that moment that is mine.I am diagnosed with a Generalized Anxiety disorder.I am wishing all the pain that i feel will go away soon and i will be able to live like a free and normal person.I am afraid of large crowds.I am afraid to look at myself in the mirror, because, i no longer recognize the person staring back at me.I am a hazard to myself.I am a Memory.I am a mistake, as i was told by many people.I am NOT perfect.I am not afraid to keep on living i am not afraid to walk this world alone.- Lyrics from the My Chemical Romance song- Famous Last Words..I am willing to change.I am wanted to change.I am waiting for everything to just disappear.I am a deep person.I am a writer.I am a poet.I am a drawer.I am a singer.I am negative a lot.I will finish later i need to go rest my head, and maybe take a bath to rest my sore muscles.

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I see a lot of positives in this poem. Whether you\'re negative a lot or not...you are also aware of your positives. That\'s a good thing. And you\'re right....you\'re NOT perfect.

But you are definitely NOT a mistake. You are a precious gift. In fact, you\'re so precious that the people who told you, you were a mistake...are just jealous of how precious you are. They\'re also, scared of what you\'ll become. Powerful, influential, \"famous\".

The fact that you\'re WILLING to change and WANT to live...is a good sign. Keep holding onto that. *hugs* Take care of yourself love. *hugs again*