I just got back from my surgeon, he didn't release me for work, not completely fused yet, I hope I can do something, I hope my work will still take me back ...I hope...
I hope not to lose my house, etc...this is too depressing, how do people survive ...Oh my God...
Why...
many questions but just hardships...
no answers or help from anywhere, from anyone...nowhere to run to...
this is too much.