Day 1

Today is day one. I am not feeling good today.  I feel like i need some one to help me understand what I'm feeling. Just when i think I'm feeling okay, I start feeling sad. Today I think is the first time I feel my body is stable.  cNo hormones. Today I realize i am sad. I'm not sad because of the fluctuating hormones. I think that time has passed. Today I am sad. I cry for my baby and what could have been. 

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Feeling okay today. My husband continues to piss me off. Don\'t know if this is normal?
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I\'ve had two awesome days. I have been less emotional and sad. It\'s so weird but these two days have been like heaven. I feel like my old self but different. I thought I would write this. It may encourage others. You do begin to feel better. I might have tough days ahead, but I can remember it gets better. :)
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Tough day today. Sis-in-law is giving birth. Trying to stay positive