Hello everyone... It has been 15 days since we last talked.
I'm missing him more and more and he changed his watsapp picture.. and he looks great. Probably for the girls out there.
I just feel down ... I want so much for this to pass and it just doesn't. I say I don't want to see him, that I want to avoid him but it's all a big lie.
I actually want his arms. But his arms don't want me.
I almost called him just now but stopped myself. He doesn't want to talk to me or he would have called me himself. the he's going away for my own good excuse.. it's just an excuse. I see it that way. Besides, I don't know who he's with... so I would be the crazy ex bugging.
Damn... I need his hug so bad.
He's a coward.