I think it is the end of us both..
of me petting your beard and get you closer for a long kiss.. you calling nê your life and even whispering to me to marry you.. we were so crazy,honey..
I know you are ultra focused in your stuff but I can't help but want to hold you close and kiss you and lose myself in your arms.. get só close to you..feel you warm...you're the only boy I've shared a bed with, you're the only person I've spent hugging all night. you're know to me.I miss knowing you and feeling you know me. 
if you came back I would take you... but you won't, so we're both safe.