Hello there
its been 6 days since we last talked.. I see him everyday in class... and today he was looking at me at the end of it.. I just made myself look away and walk away...
it's been tough.. pretending I don't want him back.. I really do.. but I was starting to look desperate and so I need to grow some self esteem.
how I wish he would talk to me... but at the same time, if it's for him to tell me he wants me and then break my heart for the 100 time, I prefer him to back off!
I need to study.. so I'll make something weird for me, I'll get out of the ouse and go to the center (so I won't see him) to a library!I hope I'll get work done.. please wish me luck.. I hope it isn't late to save the semester!
I've been feeling so down... I hope I'll feel better soon..
much light for all