Hello everyone
I just came back home from a weekend with some friends. It was realy relaxing and I had lots of fun. I kept thinking that i wish he was there and "look, that he would love!" Today i found out he removed me from every social media website and it felt like a weight in my chest
I know he wanted a reaction, so he got one
I went to a cafe near his house and told him I would wait one hour ant then leave. He appeared.. we could talk about everything but he didn't want to get back together, he said he loves me but we're not stable. I agreeded and when he tried to put the blame on me and recalled everything i did wrong i would just tell him I wouldn't participate in that. At the end we went out of the coffee and we said farwell with two kisses in the cheek, and he gave me an extra one.. like he used to do when we were together.
I've told him to stand by his word, yes or no and continued to walk.. i looked behind and he was looking at me so i said what and he went away. I came home.. and he wrote me "please don't suffer much"..
Mixed signals, everywheree...
I've told him my feelings, he knows them, and I'm at peace and ready to continue my life.