A Better Day

I am in the mist of changing 5 things in life for the better. The first thing is redoing my bedroom to make it brighter and more cheery instead of dark and depressing. I am taking my diet or I'll call it my life change (because that is what it really is) one day at a time. It is a real struggle day by day but I have done good resisting the urge to over eat and the Carb cravings. Sometimes it drives me to tears but I am fighting it. I just keep in the forefront of my mind that this in the end it will be a much healthier, better, and happier me.
Dealing with the sexual abuse is very hard but I am learning to love myself and come to accept it was not my fault it happened. It is hard coming from that dark place into the little spot of light. It will take time but with God all things are possible and I draw my daily strength from Him.