pain

My Love:
It's been three months. I find it so very hard to to accept your loss. Everyday is hell for me. Maybe this is my penance for not taking better care of you. I should have made you go to the hospital. I know all the doctors said there was nothing wrong, but I knew, and I should have made you go to the ER. What a fantastic life you gave me. I have always Loved you more than my life, and when you left so did my reason for living. All I long for is  to feel you in my arms again. You were always such a Loving, caring, beautiful woman. But you will always be My Girl.
I Love You
Joey