All my life I have tried to please people. Do what will make others happy but no matter what I do I seem to get somebody upset with me. I am always there when anybody wants me but then another person will want me to do something at the same time and if I can't they get so angry. I end up in tears, crying for days and feeling like crap and they won't talk to me until I give into them and then when I do I get somebody else mad. I just want to have some peace..I want to live my life being me and not being somebody that everybody else wants me to be. It upsets me when I know I have hurt somebody by saying no or by doing something wrong. I try to be the best friend I can be...the best sister..the best mom..the best grandma and I tried to be the best wife but I failed at that miserably..no matter what I did for him it was never enough. Why does life have to be so difficult, why can't I just be me?