Today is a lonely day and I can't help but think I made a big mistake by leaving. I read everybody elses story and they are far worse then mine ever was. Sure he would be cruel with his words but we had our good times too. I could never go back because we lost everything we had together because of me leaving..the house is gone...he no longer has his job...I completely messed up his life to find my happiness but now I am still not happy. I spend a lot of time crying and wishing I hadn't left....either way I made the decision so now I have to accept the life I have right now even though today I am hating it..:(