A new day

So it's been 2 days since the revelation, and no flights yet. I know I have not done anything wrong why do I feel so guilty? I slept for like 12 hours but it wasn't a solid sleep, but enough to make me feel a little better. The future is still rather uncertain. I found support in places I did not think would have any at all. Maybe this was the best thing that could have happened but it's still painful. Apathy and being ignored are more preferable than hate.