70 and finally gonna quit

hi i'm Tony...you younger folks out there may learn something from what i'm about to say. This gambling thing has been with me since a young teen. I have lost probably upwards of 500.000 in the process of gambling.
i'm hooked!!! your hooked!!!   i still work because i never saved a dime...just gambled it away. oh sure i have made many big hits...only to be followed by horrendous losing streaks.
So now here i am no money and girlfriend about to dump me...and writing this to somehow salvage the rest of my days without gambling.
Told her about all the lies...all the deciet...and now don't think she can handle it...so be it. I have to stop...and this is a good place to start.