7 years

I have started to write this post many times but then delete it. I so LOVE you Mandi. 7 years ago, God called Mandi home, and my (our) life changed. I am told God takes the best and with my baby, he did. I hate the pain of losing her, sometimes it feels unbearable. She was my life and my life sucks now. We were really close and had so many hopes and dreams. I feel like I got cheated out of my future. I am not the same and I will never be. From the time she was born, her presence would light up the room. She had a way with people, she LOVED everyone. Mandi was GENUINE.. I could write forever. Mandi is my DAUGHTER, ( I HATE the word WAS) My BEST FRIEND, my ROCK, and so much more. When my life on Earth is through and I open my eyes on the other side, I KNOW there will be a pair of beautiful green eyes looking back at me. Praise God. I can't wait to wrap my arms around her, stroke her beautiful long hair, kiss her, and **NEVER** have to say good bye again. God I MISS her. So take it from me.. Hug, kiss, dance, act silly, laugh, talk, just be involved in your Babies lives...because one day it may all be memories. Thank you Jesus for letting me be Mandis Mom. I so LOVE you Mandi with all my heart. Hugs and Kisses...