7 days past iui

well today is day 7 i took a hpt even though they say not to but i couldnt help myself im so anxious and it was a bfp im sure it is cause of the trigger shot but im still hoping it was very faint line put just maybe its true i wont test again till august 27th which just so happens to be my pawpas 1 year death anniversary and if we are pregnant and it was a boy we were going to name him after my pawpa so i only thought that would be a positive thing on that day if i got another bfp i can only pray! i dont even know if i can wait that long but my husband made me promise, also this last weekend i had a little reddish stuff after i peed i thought it was to soon for implantation bleeding but im just praying i guess thats all we can really do is pray and hope and pray and hope. Its so hard though i dont have much time to have a baby i have full blown endo and she said soon i will need a histerectomy and i was hoping to maybe have 2 more babies by then i dont care how closes together they are i just dont know if i will mentally be ok after a histerectomy i know im strong but gosh i want this so damn bad it hurt!!! So on that note i have 10 more days till i know, af comes on the 30th so hopefully she wont this month !!!! I will keep you posted!