7/25/2015 OMG. My Counselor Was Right.

I opened a friggin' can of worms by telling my mother about my Asperger's. I can't change that I learned after the fact that I should not have told my mother until after I did tell my mother.
I hope that sentence makes sense.
Now, she's trying to fix me, just like my sister tried to "Fix me with her love". I told my sister off, now I must tell my mother to back off.
She's only being a mother, just what a mother is supposed to do. I don't need cheer-me-up cards in the mail or her commenting on every "Facebook thing" I do.
My next session with my counselor must be how to reconcile this conundrum: I love my mother, she's my mother. I do not like her as a person.
Stupid place for my head & emotions to be in. All I can do right now is cry. I'm so confused. My IQ is in the 140's & I feel so dumb. I know normal brain wiring people exist in society with certain unspoken rules, yet I cannot fully comprehend these unspoken rules. This is the biggest conundrum of my Asperger's & the biggest thing I've always struggled with, decades before I learned my Worldview has a Name.