7/12/2015 My World View through Aspergers. For Today.
My World View through Asperger’s. For Today.
I must understand People & the World as it is, put on a smile to try & fit in; yet the World will not take the time to understand the “Different of Me”. The World is so wrapped up in Normal and cannot make time for Different.
Today, The “Me” feels profound sadness at “It’s” own shortcomings. The “Me” feels ugly inside & out. The “Me” inside always knew “The Me” was different. “The Me” is not Normal. “The Me” always wished to be Normal. Different is not always fun; Different doesn’t fit in with the Normal’s world.
At this moment in Time, learning new coping skills for existing in the Normal’s World seems like a daunting task. Re-starting & rewiring the “Me’s” brain all over from Zero after doing, thinking & behaving everything WRONG, oh wait- NOT NORMAL for 53 years really sucks.
Another day the “Me” will find Asperger’s & starting over to be a positive.
"The Me" on the outside
"The Me" on the inside
I must understand People & the World as it is, put on a smile to try & fit in; yet the World will not take the time to understand the “Different of Me”. The World is so wrapped up in Normal and cannot make time for Different.
Today, The “Me” feels profound sadness at “It’s” own shortcomings. The “Me” feels ugly inside & out. The “Me” inside always knew “The Me” was different. “The Me” is not Normal. “The Me” always wished to be Normal. Different is not always fun; Different doesn’t fit in with the Normal’s world.
At this moment in Time, learning new coping skills for existing in the Normal’s World seems like a daunting task. Re-starting & rewiring the “Me’s” brain all over from Zero after doing, thinking & behaving everything WRONG, oh wait- NOT NORMAL for 53 years really sucks.
Another day the “Me” will find Asperger’s & starting over to be a positive.
"The Me" on the outside
"The Me" on the inside
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Love your updates. Thanks for the insight into your daily world. Message if you need to vent. Love ya