7/11/2016

We were supposed to visit my children over the weekend and then take a day by ourselves to see some sights.  Friday was a good day, but Friday night got heated again.  He can't let things go regaqrding my 'lack of attention toward him'.   He, again  brought up the frequency of kisses and hugs I give him.  He feels 3-4 times a day is not enough nor normal.  What IS normal when it comes to things like this?  We argued, I asked if we could just not dwell on this area but look at the positive.  He says there's nothing positive about it.  He told me he daoen't want me to move into the new house this weekend.  Nice, huh? I went to bed.  He had made a withdrawal from the bank Thursday for the trip, so I asked him if I could have some cash and he said NO.  REALLY?  He at least didn't take my debit card so I could still make some purchases.  

I had to lie about his absence.  I told my youngest son and oldest daughter about the troubles.  My son was pissed.  My daughter was very rational and practical and actually gave me some points on how to behave toward Wes.  My son is home from being away overseas for the past 4 years with the Marine Corps and he wants to get together, alone.  I am so depresses, I can't stop crying.  I don't want to see anyone.