stressed!!
I hate my life right now. The only thing that keeps me going are my girls. 4 months of agony over this bullshit. I am not sure how I am feeling about anything these days. I pray for our family every day. I know God is watching over us. Just when I think I am ok something comes along and knocks me down again. Last week I was in his email and a bunch of photos and videos backed up from his phone. Not what I wanted to see, photos of her and him together. What hurts the most is during our whole relationship we don't even have a third of the candid photos together that there was of them. Cried for two days. This struggle is getting to be more than I can bear. Financial I am drowning, emotionally completely all over the place. September is going to be very hard for me. Birthdays and our anniversary This completely SUCKS!!!
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Watching your spouse move on with someone else is incredibly painful. Have you considered not looking in his email so as not to torture yourself? Also, is he supporting you and your daughters? If not you should speak to an attorney about getting a temporary support order.
I know exactly how you feel. I was spying on my ex and looking at his email and found out he he was in a relationship through some photo tags that showed up in his email. Worst night of my life. I had to go on antidepressants because I was so depressed. I had hope he and I would get back together. It is one of the worst feelings. Since that night, which was the last day of May, I have not looked at his email or FB once. I\'m not on FB but I did go on that night to see pics of him and her together looking so smitten with each other. I will never forget those photos. Whatever you do try and stay away from that kind of stuff if you can.